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Today I gave blood 🩸 . Azaylia was always in need of blood transfusions and platelets throughout her battle, when the nurse used to come in with the bags of blood for azaylia I used to say “this is the best gift anyone could give” I was so greatful for the people that took the time out of there day & donated. 🩸 This really helps save lives I cannot express how greatful I was watching my baby have her blood transfusions giving her the energy she needed to keep battling through her toughest days. Please spare some of your time & give blood 🩸 it’s the best gift you could give anyone 🫶🏼 MY HERO MY INSPIRATION MY DAUGHTER ADC Swipe across to watch the video

2022-08-17

Birthday Girl . Thankyou to everyone for making me smile over my birthday i can genuinely say I’ve had such a nice time and been surrounded by my Favs & Thankyou to you all for continuing to lift me up, supporting me & catching me when I fall, I appreciate it more than you will ever know

2022-08-16

We out Out

2022-08-14

Heavenly 2nd birthday for my beautiful daughter Azaylia 🥹 The proudest moment of my life was this time 2 years ago I was drinking in every moment of pure love with you Azaylia, the labour pain the emergency C-section was all worth it you are the best gift god could of given me,when I saw you I was so excited to finally be a mummy to you, I miss you deeply this pain I fight through, it’s your strength you’ve given me that can allow me to stay here on earth to continue your legacy, I will always love you, u may be in heaven and I maybe on earth but we are always connected ALWAYS Azaylia I wish you was here on earth to celebrate this birthday i no your watching from heaven and I hope you no how much I love you Happy birthday Princess

2022-08-10

Waiting for sweet baby Azaylia to arrive (2 years ago) I was in labour for soooo long and was blessed the following morning when i gave birth to my daughter my baby my hero my diamond This was such a happy time in our life waiting for our baby to arrive the most precious little girl 🫶🏼 my heart fills I smile and then it shatters me at the same time watching this video. Tomorrow at 06:56 10th Aug is when beautiful baby Azaylia was born my daughter my hero she will always be, it’s been a hard day today decorating her garden for tomorrow when she will be 2 in heaven you are always in my heart and I still carry your cells in my body, which I am forever greatful for Btw Ash did give me the gas & air back lol what an amazing job he did Thankyou for being by my side & welcoming our daughter into this world together such precious memories 🫶🏼tomorrow will be a very gentle day I LOVE YOU AZAYLIA DIAMOND CAIN An UNBREAKABLE bond

2022-08-09

Orange for Azaylia . What a ladies day that was Such a beautiful day with incredible women, dressing up showing up & finding that confidence is always hard for me at the moment but I did it who runs the world GIRLS #womenempowerment Thankyou for the invite #foreverunique #gifted

2022-08-07

Common wealth games Filled with purpose & passion from 54 countries around the world, the stadium was electric ️ good luck to everyone 🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼 P.s I was so happy to see Prince Charles I love the royals 🫶🏼

2022-08-02

Being strong doesn’t mean going to the gym 🥹 . I try so hard, I fail, I break to pieces, I’m mentally exhausted! I try and gather the shattered pieces around me, I try n figure out which way it all goes back together, I know there will always be cracks even when I’m trying to figure it out, because I’m broken forever my baby & all the others fighting have shown me no matter how hard it gets you TRY your best! being strong is facing the battles in our mind daily, the challenges & torment going round in our heads that’s STRENGTH, facing everyday with a brave face that’s STRENGTH If your on empty 🪫 & your cup is empty be gentle with yourself, do something for you it can be so small like taking a bath & listening to music find a place within that calms your mind & soul and slowly we will start filling our cups and rebuilding life with a different mindset Have a gentle day, Thankyou always for the love and support Let me no what your doing to fill your cup up

2022-07-28

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2022-07-20

Having a purpose & helping these poorly children is what keeps me going 🥹🫶🏼 I went to the hospital with some treats & gifts yesterday while I was there I spent time with parents & children talking, crying with them and bringing them courage & belief to there journeys. The most incredible thing happened I walked into intensive care so I could do my prayers for a brave boy that was in a coma fighting for his life without any update From yuvraj parents when I walked in he was AWAKE! 🥲 he woke up the night before! my heart exploded with joy 🥹 I spent my time telling him he was special & brave & has such a bright future ahead, to make him smile & give him belief was my purpose. He told me he was looking at pictures of azaylia that morning he said she is beautiful he wishes he would of met her and thanked her for his medicine that @theazayliafoundation funded. It broke my heart but made me see why I have to carry on, I see my purpose & it’s strength first handed! our community is everything we want to change things for these children and by us coming together we can do just that 🫶🏼 Talking to the nurses & hearing them say how proud they are of @theazayliafoundation really touched my heart. Together we can make change 🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼 Azaylia you are my hero & inspiration I love you

2022-07-14

I got there in the end 🫶🏼 #hair #summer

2022-07-05

How am I….? 🫶🏼 The trauma of losing my beautiful daughter is something that I have found incredibly difficult to come to terms with , daily I am crippled with severe anxiety & pain. I get asked often are you ok? Am I coping better? Truthfully I’m a broken woman trying my hardest to put a smile on my face, rebuild my life and find myself again, I’m actually winging each day I’m faced with, the waves of grief make it difficult to even function. Working with @theazayliafoundation & writing my book, loving & losing you Azaylia has all been therapy for parts of my healing process. Helping children,families & people that are dealing daily with there battles is what i now live for, I want people to know they’re not alone. Speaking on different platforms about childhood cancer, mental health and well-being is what I use my voice for so we can all be heard, bring awareness to everything that is going on. I will continue my baby’s legacy and I live now to make a difference within the world of childhood cancer for all the children and families 🫶🏼 A massive Thankyou to everyone that is behind me, supporting my purpose you are all my backbone and together we will make a change 🫶🏼 LETSGOCHAMP ADC #childhoodcancer #mentalhealth #bringingtheworldtogether

2022-06-29